March 2012
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February 2012
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Whoareyou?Whoareyou?Whoareyou?Whoareyou?
Last night I dreamt I was stacking a maze of shelves under halogen lights so bright, the floor and ceiling were a blurry white stretch, and the walls seemed to reach on for ever. I watched myself out through the bottles I was devotedly stacking, despite the apparent lack of anyone else. But when I moved to gather more supplies from a crate by my feet, a small girl perched, cross-legged, behind me,...
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Today I realized just how horrendously I take instruction. I was just sitting down to read, just getting comfy, looking forward to it, and my brother says, ‘Yeah, you need to read that book, it’s amazing’. And as soon as he left the room, I shut the thing and sat there in boring silence. I am absolutely not a rebel, and it’s not like a problem with authority or anything, I...
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Absolutely dreading going back to college tomorrow, didn’t do any of the work I promised myself I’d do and I’m just dead distracted and sleepy and gross lately. Didn’t even bother sorting my portfolio for the interviews, which are getting sneaky ninja close now. Effort of anything.
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Okay, so reached a new stage on the ridiculous illness symptoms today. The skin all around my mouth has turned to paper. It’s all flaking off and tearing and bloody, and it’s so painful to speak. I’ve taken to wearing a scarf pulled up over my nose to hide it. I feel terrible!
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Dear Anyone: Julie Rush has had _____ ________ erased from her memory. Please never mention their relationship to her again. Thank you. Lacuna LTD. What I wouldn’t give.
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I feel like I’ve swallowed a fistful of rocks. And horribly homesick in my own skin.
